I have something to tell you,
but I’m not sure how to say it.
Are you happy?
I want you to be happy,
But I’m not sure what to do–
I feel like I’m tiptoeing around shattered glass,
Picking up stray pieces,
Wondering where they came from.
I want to tell you something,
But I feel like there are no words left for me to say–
For me to fix the broken things.
I don’t know you,
But I want to.
I want to wrap my arms around you,
But instead of touching you,
I want my words to be the arms
That bring you comfort.
Warmth.
I want to make you laugh,
And see you smile with your eyes–
Because I want you to know that I really do care,
And I am a broken person, too,
But my heart still wants the same things–
To love well, and to be loved well.
So I don’t expect much,
But I want you to know my heart is here.
It’s beating, and it may sound faint at times,
But it’s here.
I know you can’t save me,
And I can’t save you,
But all I can think to say is,
I want you to be happy.
Are you happy?